The Feeling Of Love From Her Hand When I Am Very Down.

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By stars439

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Friday, September 16, 2011



I will be glad when I am well again. My chest, and stomach are still sore from a violent , and eradic shaking I experienced a few nights ago.

Last night we watched a movie in our bedroom. Becky was in a deep sleep in Joann's bed. Joann got up to hold my hand. I don't know exactly what happened.

It is strange how the touch of her hand feels like I am in Heaven. Love has that kind of effect on me. Joann can be and angel in disguise.

My body seems to go threw constant swift temperature changes. I go to sleep feeling comfortable, but wake up soaked all over.

I need to help Joann , but I do not feel inclined enough to push myself.

I feel grateful when I can breathe. A breath of air is priceless.

This nagging cough I now have. Soon I will see my physician . I have and appointment in three weeks.

My thoughts are somewhere in my body's hell. I want to say some political things , but no body listens, so why bother.

I would like to help my wife clean our house. I need to sit in a chair, and drag myself around the house with a broom to sweep up things.

Maybe a nice revolving office chair would help. I could wear a tie while I scoot around on a nice swivel chair sweeping the house.

I need to go to bed because that is where my family went.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day.Actually today has been a wonderful one, but I just never realized it .


God Bless Everyone.






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Patty Inglish, MS profile image

Patty Inglish, MS Level 7 Commenter 8 months ago

I am sending prayers up for your better health at once. Is there a nice church nearby that has a youth or college group that could help you with chores? A few churches do that here and they go out every weekend to help folks in the neighborhoods. Just a thought. Meanwhile, Divine Help should be on the way. Get better!

Patty

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davenmidtown Level 7 Commenter 8 months ago

My prayers to you all... Stars... I hope you feel better soon.

gentle moon in sky above

soft, white lights

a sign of love

filter through the mornings air

my thoughts to god

he knows you care

may you feel the peace and love

his light, his warmth, his gentle touch

I send this for you to the one above.... amen

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jenubouka Level 8 Commenter 8 months ago

I think it is courageous for your intimate insight on your day to day's, I believe your Will is very strong.

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Poohgranma Level 6 Commenter 8 months ago

Three weeks!!!!???? If you have a serious infection, and it sounds as if you do, three weeks is not nearly soon enough for you to seek medical care, Lee. Don't you have a medical card like a Title 19 card or Medicare card that would allow you to go to a local doctor or even the emergency room at the nearest hospital? This does not sound like anything to mess around with and has held on too long to be treated like something that will pass on it's own. PLEASE make arrangements to seek medical help (and yes, I DO know how bad you hate doing that).

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adrienne2 Level 5 Commenter 8 months ago

Three weeks is a long, long time, I agree with @Pooh. Get to the emergency room, my prayers are with you.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Patty : You are very sweet, and kind. Please don't worry. Maybe I will call a church, and see what happens. I am breathing alright, and I thank God.

I am very proud of you, and I know God loves you too.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Davenmidtown : Your poem was beautiful. God Bless You and thank you precious heart.

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Mentalist acer Level 6 Commenter 8 months ago

You Truly Deserve God Healing Touch Lee...Get Better.;)

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear jenubouka : Thank you for visiting my precious friend. I am so happy that you came. God Bless You, and your wonderful family.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Phoenix : You and Gary are my hearts. You know how these things are. They come, and go, yet always remind us how quickly matters can change. I feel a little better, and will heed your words of knowledge, health. and warnings. You are such , and important part of my life, and so much a part of many lives because your words have the strength of the ages when Knights, and swords, and noble causes created countries, and great souls.

You are and angel in our good Lords hands, and a seed of hope in many ways.

God Bless You Precious angel, and may God in Heaven protect you with his angels. God Bless Gary. His bravery , and great merits are forever in his noble heart.

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Lady_E Level 7 Commenter 8 months ago

Hope you feel better soon - Get plenty of rest.

Big Hug to Becky. :)

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Mentalist acer : God Bless you for visiting. Your visits are greatly encouraging. I am still in and out of bed and awful lot. Pourings sweat. May our Lord in Heaven always protect you, and your loved ones.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear adrienne : Thank you for visiting precious heart. God Bless You, and thank you.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Lady E : Thank you for writing precious heart. You have always been wonderful and kind. God Bless You and your darling family.

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Terishere Level 4 Commenter 8 months ago

Stars... I pray you are feeling better soon. I can sympathize.

God bless

Terri

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DeBorrah K. Ogans Level 7 Commenter 8 months ago

Stars, I pray that you are feeling better NOW! I pray that the presence of the LORD's ministering angels are about you and that He touches you in the way that only HE CAN and gives you strength in the NAME OF JESUS!

GOD BLESS ALL of YOU!

In HIS Love, Grace, Joy, Peace & Blessings!

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Terishere : Thank you for writing dear heart. I went to the hospital , and was prescribed some antibiotics. Probably, nearly got the flu. Thank You. God Bless You, and Your Precious loved ones.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Mr.s Deborrah : Thank you for writing precious heart. I went to the hospital , and they prescribed antibiotics , and sinus medicine. Thank you for being so sweet. I had some real bad nights, but now I will get better. God Bless You Precious heart, and your sweet family.

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Eiddwen 8 months ago

Yes I must agree that you should seek medical help,it does seem to be hanging on a little too long I think.

I am thinking of you stars and I hope you will be fit and healthy once more very soon.

Take care my friend.

Eiddwen.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Eiddwen : Thank you for your sweet thoughts precious heart. I went to the hospital, and was prescribed antibiotics, and something for a sore throat, and cold. They never told me anything, but it had to be something near the flu most likely. Glad it will end. My stomach muscles are sore from violent shakes , and chills. Diabetes did not help matters. God Bless You. and Thank you for caring Dear Heart.

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Poohgranma Level 6 Commenter 8 months ago

So glad to see you went to the hospital and got some antibiotics to help you fight off this illness! Sometimes we need that extra boost when our bodies can't fight alone. My great nephew has been in the hospital since Saturday with streptoccocus pneumonia and he is sixteen and never gets sick. He was running 106 temperature for four days, even with IV antibiotics and fluid because he was dehydrated. This kid never gets sick!!! We were all quite concerned but he is starting to do a little better now.

Please take ALL of the antibiotics, even if you start feeling better. It's important to finish them whenever they're prescribed. All of our love and prayers are sent to you and your family.

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davenmidtown Level 7 Commenter 8 months ago

stars: thank you for going to get help. As poohgranma says... take all the medication as prescribed. It is important to finish off the medication so that the illness does not return. Please keep up informed about your progress...continued prayers and well wishes my friend.

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DeBorrah K. Ogans Level 7 Commenter 8 months ago

Stars, I PRAY that THE LORD continues to Strengthen and KEEP YOU & THE FAMILY! Take Care! May The LORD SMILE upon you TODAY!

In HIS Love, Grace, Joy, Peace & Blessings!

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Mr.s Deborrah : Thank you dear heart. I am taking antibiotics, but I can't hardly move my left arm. Suffer with pain a lot. Taking a while to get better. So sore. When I walked to emergency , put too much presure on my left arm using walking canes. God Bless You. I Love you dear heart. It will be O.K.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Phoenix : I'll pray for your great nephew. Bless his heart.

I'm pretty bruised up. Did too much walking to Emergency. I guess this will take time. Very sore. Left arm. Canes. Praying for Gary. I pray for you too. We are not rich, but we have God.

Little boy was on his death bed. Bad cancer. Prayed. His life turned. He goes to school today. I met him. He was a sweet kid. Sometimes God gives us what we want.

All I want is for you and Gary to be happy , and have some quality, and joy in life.

I want everyone I love to have a little fun. God Bless You Precious Heart.

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Poohgranma Level 6 Commenter 8 months ago

We're doing ok - concentrate on regaining your strength and feeling better. The rest can be dealt with later. So glad to see a couple of responses from you to know you're still in there fighting the good fight. Take good care of yourself, You and your family remain in our hearts and prayers.

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marcoujor Level 8 Commenter 8 months ago

stars439,

Sorry just to be catching up on my reading and that you have not been feeling well. Hoping that the antibiotics are starting to take some effect and that are regaining a bit of strength. Please get as much rest as possible and do not try to overdo any aspect of your life.

My thoughts, prayers and inner strength are reaching out to you. You are loved by many, most of all, God. I know you will regain strength, more each day... with all my love, mar.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear Phoenix : I hope we get some of our prayers answered. I know you are going threw so much. I wish God would give us ,and our friends wonderful blessings of healing. God Bless you precious heart.

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stars439 Hub Author 8 months ago

Dear marcoujor : God Bless You Precious heart, and thank you.

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Pollyannalana 7 months ago

Sorry I have not checked on you and did not know the last you spoke of feeling bad was leading to such a bad thing for you. Plenty of fluids I am sure you know and I know the antibiotics will help you soon, stay in bed and rest all you can friend and you know we all are praying for you wanting only the best for you.

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DeBorrah K. Ogans Level 7 Commenter 7 months ago

Stars, I pray that the antibiotics are helping and you are getting some much needed rest! My continued prayers are with you as well as Poohgranma! I pray that The Lord strengthens and keep you and your families! In HIS Love, Grace, Joy, Peace & Blessings! GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!

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davenmidtown Level 7 Commenter 7 months ago

Hey Stars: Just checking in to see how everyone is doing. I hope the antibiotics are working. I wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and my prayers. Be strong...

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stars439 Hub Author 7 months ago

Dear Mr.s Deborrah : You have been with me in my heart so long precious heart. You have been with me for so long. You and I and hopefully the world knows God is real. You have brought me so much joy and kindness. I proved I would put my life on the line to save lives , and I know that is what God wanted from me.

God will see me threw. I love you and all your loved ones Dear heart. May angels in Heaven allways shield you.

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stars439 Hub Author 7 months ago

Dear Pollyanalana , and Davenmidtown : God Bless You both precious hearts. When I get to my guitar I will sing to God for you.

You are angels in the eyes of God. Pollyanalana, you are a sweet and darling heart, and may God always bless you, your husband, and your family.

Dear Daveinmidtown : May all of Heaven's angels always protect you. God Bless You.

I am trying to get better. I feel better when all my emotions are out of me. God loves you.

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davenmidtown Level 7 Commenter 7 months ago

I always feel blessed by god.... I can not imagine how anyone can life without him in their lives. Thank you my friend... you are always an inspiration to me.

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billyaustindillon Level 2 Commenter 7 months ago

Leon I hope you are feeling better and recovery from your debilitating ills soon. My prays are with you.

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stars439 Hub Author 7 months ago

Dear daveninmidtown, and Billyaustindillion: Thank you and God Bless You Dear Hearts.

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